Lately, I’ve been feeling like I’ve been running in circles to no avail. Nothing seems normal anymore and my energy levels are running on fumes. Every night when I go to bed, I cry myself to sleep. I wonder when will the suffering finally come to an end. For each battle I win, there’s another fight around the corner. Sometimes, it seems there’s nothing else left to do but give up.
When I speak to my friends or family, they say “Have faith in God – he’ll show you the way”. God seems to have a lot of faith in me instead, testing me every day. But, I’m tired of fighting. I’m not sure how much more I can take. I understand that you have a plan for all of us, yet I sometimes wonder if I can go on. I’m not asking you to make it easy for me. Pain makes us stronger – I truly know that. I’m just asking you to give me strength so I can go on and finish my battles. The harder they are, the sweeter the victory.
The things happening around me have made me lose my course. I’m helpless and in crisis. I need a helping hand, God. Please hear my prayer and give me the strength I need. I need your help especially on the days when I can’t go on. I know you will hear me out. I know you’re not going to leave me alone. Things are hard right now, but I have faith in you. I come to you for strength and nothing else. Give me the strength to endure the hard trials and the energy to go on.
Give me strength, God, so I can live to see another day. That’s all I’m asking.
XOXO
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